Thank you to all who those who commented me and tried to cheer me up. I honestly feel not Okay with my personal struggles as an artist and a person myself.
The thing is:
1- Depression is getting me down and feel less energetic. I Become irresponsible, careless,sloppy with myself and my duties. Also I'm not organized with my life routine, im a total mess.
2- To be Clear with all of you and Don't get me wrong,I'm not the kind of person who looks for fame or popularity...but I feel like a failure since I am not getting the best recognition from my efforts making my arts like I used to in the past anymore so I feel kinda rejected and less motivated
3- Failure as a Commission Artist - Maybe I am not good enough selling my arts due to not been professional enough and my arts aren't high demand like other Pro-Artist do. Or maybe my prices don't convince much.
Either way, I'll make my rightful return when I search myself back to it and with new improved technique to become better.
Again and with all love, Thank You all of you who come for me.
And the rest who don't? Well... I don't know why you are watching me for.